Summer before Stern:
time with no time
days without dates
days without dates
one second, hour, week,
tumbles into the next.
July twentieth slides right by
with no notice, exactly
one month before
the rest of your life begins.
You are here in
the now by the lake
your single concern is
where to curl up
in a book
in a spot of sun.
The next year:
you stroll and elbow
you stroll and elbow
through Chinatown with you mother
purchasing parasols for your wedding photos.
She pops in to a posh coffee shop
you dash out to take his last call
before the two of you cannot, will not, talk for a week,
and the next time you meet,
it'll be the rest of your life.
Another year later:
Still in class, you scrawl
your ten thousandth lined page of notes
when does this end
life begin?
life begin?
You decide to be a writer
when you grow up
he says you are a writer,
you are grown up
the second hand crawls to a stop
the clock in this room never ticks the right tock
no use waiting for the bell to
tell you when you’re done,
tell you when you’re done,
it’s never done
you’re at Professor’s mercy
class dismissed
another class begins.